Title: 2005 Gift for Symphonyflute

Author: tarotgal

Fandom: Harry Potter, OotP

Rating: G

Disclaimer: These characters and their world are not mine. I've no rights and no money.

Summary: During the holiday, Harry comes down sick. He has too much on his mind to take care of himself properly, however.

Notes: Written as a gift fic for Symphonyflute during the 2005 holiday season.

 

 

2005 Gift for Symphonyflute

     The Christmas tree was trimmed to perfection and decorations hung all over the house. He was away from Hogwarts, away from Snape, away from work and, most importantly, away from that Deloris Umbridge. He was with friends who were safe, friends who cared about him. And he had a great stash of Christmas gifts to enjoy. Why, then, did Harry Potter feel so miserable?

 

     "hahhShoo! Ahhhh-Chooo!" It was possible that his head cold had something to do with it.

 

     It was also possible that it had something to do with the fact that he'd seen his best friend's father nearly die right before his eyes at his own hands. Or something like that. Harry tried his very best not to think about it... except that it was just about all he could think about.

 

     What weren't they telling him? He was sure the adults knew what was going on. And while they claimed not to hold him at fault for this, there was something strange and unspoken that made him feel quite guilty in addition to feeling worried and confused.

 

     "hehhhShooo! hahhhShooo!" Not to mention sick. "ahhhShoo! Hahh-Choo!" And getting sicker.

 

     "Harry, Dear, you really don't look good at all. Didn't that Pepper-Up work?"

 

     Harry glanced up at Mrs. Weasley, shrugged, and looked back down at his lap. "I guess not," he mumbled. Then, remembering how nice she had been, going out specifically for it even though she'd done all her errands already and had been spending most of her spare time at St. Mungos, Harry sniffed and looked back up. "Actually, I think it did help a little. This just must be a really bad cold."

 

     And that it was. His throat felt as though it was on fire and swallowing was tantamount to torture. His nose felt stuffed and hurt every time he rubbed it, which he had to do repeatedly because of all the sneezing. But Harry's whole body felt sick, not just his head and his nose. His limbs ached, and his stomach felt a bit sick, though that bit could easily have been from his nerves and worry. His head ached and every few minutes shivers raced up and down his spine even though he was seated right by the fire.

 

     At the moment, the fireside was just about the safest place to be in the sitting room at Grimauld Place. Ron and Hermione were playing Wizarding Chess, and Hermione was losing as usual. The racket the pieces were making on the board was hard to miss, however. They threw insults at each other and their masters as often as they threw punches. It didn't take long before they noticed the twins snickering and then there were threats between Ron and his brothers regarding the charm they'd put on the pieces and how it had better be removed or else.

 

     The twins had been busy playing with a potions set they'd received. Inventory had been slow-going as every few minutes one of them would burst out laughing or have to apparate up to their room to check on something, sometimes with an explosion or two to follow.

 

     Crookshanks was chasing something the size and shape of a mouse around the room, stalking it when it went behind furniture and pouncing when it showed itself again. He wouldn't let it escape out of the room and it seemed to be unable to find a suitable place to hide. Harry wasn't exactly sure what it was, though he was pretty sure he did not want to know. No doubt it was some pest of a magic creature that Sirius had inherited along with the house, because Crookshanks seemed determined to catch it. And that meant running at full speeds, knocking over or running over anything in the way, from chess games to vials of potion to cups of eggnog and dishes of peppermints. As such, Molly had been in and out quite a lot, doing cleanup and shaking her fingers at her children for various things.

 

     About five paces to his right stood the Christmas tree, which had been decorated with a variety of ornaments as well as several dozen special candles. They could be lit or snuffed out with the simple wave of a wand, but when you touched the flame it wasn't really there so nothing could catch on it and start a fire. Ginny was sitting at the base of the tree, waving her wand to make the candles go on and off in time to the music blasting out of the wireless. It was a haunting, magical sort of tune that didn't seem to go at all with the spirit of the season, but sort of summed up how Harry was feeling at the moment.

 

     "hahh-hahh-AHShhhh! HahChooo!" His handkerchief rarely left his hand, though he used it conservatively because his nose felt so sore.

 

     "Goodness. Maybe you should go up to bed early tonight?" Mrs. Weasley suggested in the sort of motherly tone that was both sympathetic and making it clear that it was a directive, not a suggestion.

 

     "You really should," piped up Ginny, and Ron and Hermione nodded.

 

     Harry had been sick since that morning, and had quickly come to the conclusion that he felt slightly less miserable when surrounded by his friends. But he supposed that they didn't need or want him around while all he was doing was sneezing and feeling sick. He didn't want to ruin their festivities, and had hoped sitting in the large blue velvet armchair by the fire would allow him to keep his distance so he wouldn't get them sick. But he supposed it was silly to stay there if they wanted him gone. Besides, the flickering lights on the tree and the fire, as well, were making him feel drowsy. So he stood, taking with him the thick beige blanket he'd pulled from his bed and had kept wrapped around him for most of the day. "Sorry," he mumbled. "I'll go then."

 

     "Harry," said Hermione, ignoring the row her places were having as they disagreed with each other about their next move. "That's not what we--"

 

     "It's all right," he said, cutting her off because he knew what she would say. "I'll just go upstairs." Part of the blanket dragged on the floor behind him as he left, ignoring the way they were calling him back. He didn't need their sympathy. He needed answers, and they couldn't give those to him. Well, Molly might have been able to, but out of everyone, she was the least likely to do so. So there was really no point in sticking around to be pitied by everyone while he felt too miserable to join in on the fun.

 

     He climbed the stairs, his eyes drawn to the bright squares and rectangles on the walls where pictures used to hang against faded wallpaper. But when he got to the top of the stairs, his head was spinning. In front of him was a hallway. It was not at all like the hallway from his dreams, but it reminded him of it just the same. Harry shivered and shut his eyes tightly. He made his way, blindly, to the bedroom and shut the door behind him.

 

     Harry flipped on the lights and then settled down on his bed. He propped his three pillows up against the headboard and pulled the covers up to his waist with the beige blanket still around his shoulders. Then he bent his legs at the knee and rested a book against them. It was one of the volumes Sirius and Remus had given him as a present. He had been using his illness as an excuse to read up on dangers and techniques, and was making a mental list of things to cover at the DA meetings. At least this way he felt like he was doing something.

 

     "huhh-AHChooo! hahhChooo!" Something other than sneezing, that is. Harry still had his handkerchief close at hand, but plucked a few tissues out of the box on his nightstand anyway. He blew his nose multiple times, balled up the mess, and tossed it into the trash bin he'd moved to be beside his bed.

 

     Ron came up twenty-two sneezes later, and got ready for bed very slowly. When he finally decided it was time to turn in, he turned to Harry. "You think maybe we could shut off the lights? I mean, if you really need to read, it's okay and all..."

 

     "Nah, go ahead. It's all right," Harry said, hoping he sounded convincing. He really wanted to keep reading and really wanted the lights on as well. But he wasn't about to get into that with Ron right now.

 

     So Ron switched the lights off and Harry was left blanketed by darkness, his book open on his lap. He waited a little while until he was sure Ron was asleep. Ron's breathing always changed so drastically that it was easy to determine.

 

     Then Harry pulled out his wand. "Lumos!" The wand tip lit up and he held it up at chest level so he could see the words on the page. It was slow going, however. The light did not extend far, and if he held his wand right in the center, he could not make out words at the tops, bottoms, and sides of the pages. So he had to move his wand about as he read. The light was not very bright, either. The pages came out yellow instead of white or light beige. Harry had to squint a little and his eyes quickly grew even more tired than they had been before. It was soon quite clear that he was not going to get any more reading done there.

 

     But the thought of going to sleep did not enter Harry's mind. On the contrary, he was determined to do all he could to keep from sleeping. So he grabbed his book, hugged the blanket around his shoulders, tucked the tissue box under his arm, and quickly headed downstairs.

 

     The house was much quieter now. Several stairs squeaked and a few floorboards creaked. He looked in on the sitting room and saw the fire still ablaze in a comforting sort of way. But now Mrs. Weasley and Bill sat in front of it, discussing something in hushed voices. Harry wished he had thought to bring an extendable ear along with. His nose began to tickle fiercely, and Harry knew a sneeze was imminent. Not wanting to be discovered up and about, he quickly made his way to the kitchen.

 

     Once there, he pulled out a few tissues and buried his nose in them to muffle the sounds. "hahhhChphhh! hahShhphhhh!" Immediately he lifted his head and looked around, making sure he hadn't been heard. Seconds and then minutes passed, and he was still very much alone in the kitchen. With a relieved sigh, he sat down at the table and placed the book and tissue box upon it. He took a few tissues to rub his sore nose with, flipped to where he'd left off in the book, and got ready to spend the long night awake.

 

     It wasn't as though he did not need sleep, because his body was aching for it. And it wasn't as though he wasn't tired, because his eyelids felt terribly heavy and were threatening to drop even with the lights on in the room. Harry even knew how important it was for him to get sleep if he wanted to make a proper recovery. But Harry had weighed his options and had elected to stay awake.

 

     Harry Potter had seen a lot of scary things in his life, and had faced them head-on in one way or the other. It wasn't in his nature to run. But after what had happened to Mr. Weasley and with his cold and what he guessed was a fever, he did not feel strong enough to face anything, even his dreams. Assuming that was indeed what they were. There was absolutely no way he was going to allow himself to go to sleep if it meant another one of those nightmares and waking up to find a friend injured or dead. And since he wasn't being told exactly what was going on, Harry fought the only way he could.

 

     "ah-hahhh-Shmphhhh! ahhhhShphhh! Sniff!"

 

     "Harry?"

 

     Harry recognized the voice without having to look, but still politely raised his head out of the book. It was Professor Lupin.

 

     Remus' voice was soft, "I just came down for a glass of warm milk before bed. What are you doing here?"

 

     Harry thought that was rather obvious. He had a book open on the table and nothing else around. Clearly, he was reading. But he wasn't going to be sarcastic to Lupin. "I'm just reading. It's one of the books you and Sirius gave me. Thank you again, by the way. I absolutely... love... loveithahhhChhhhh! Hahh-hahh-CHooo!"

 

     "I am glad to hear that," Remus said, watching closely as Harry rubbed his nose into tissues and then deposited them in a ball beside him on the table where a small pile was growing. "And I certainly admire your diligence. But shouldn't you be in bed resting instead of up late reading?"

 

     Harry shrugged noncommittally, knowing he really should be in bed and not wanting to belittle Remus' caring. But he wasn't about to go to sleep this easily. Luckily, he was not forced to answer. "hahhh-" He reached for more tissues. One ripped as he pulled it hastily from the box, so he went for three instead of two and cupped them to his face just in time. "hahhh-Shhphhh! Hahhhhh-Shooo!"

 

     "Bless you, Harry," Remus said.

 

     Harry nodded his gratitude but did not speak for the coughs seizing his body.

 

     Remus frowned. "Let me get you some juice."

 

     Harry shook his head and quickly forced the coughs to end for the most part. "No, cough, cough! Juice hurts my throat."

 

     "Water?" Harry shook his head. "At least let me make you some tea." Harry shook his head yet again and Remus sighed. He thought for a moment, then went to the cupboard and took out two mugs. He carried them to the fridge and poured milk into both.

 

     Harry cleared his throat. "I'm not really in the mood for warm milk, either," Harry tried to explain.

 

     "That's all right," Remus said with a smile. "Because I'm making yours hot chocolate. Not even you could say no to hot chocolate." Clearly noticing that Harry was not saying no, he took a canister out of another cupboard and added two heaping spoonfuls of cocoa to one of the cups. Then he took out his wand, said a spell, and tapped the two mugs with the wandtip until his was warm and Harry's was hot. He stirred Harry's and left the spoon in it. Then he walked over and placed it in front of Harry. With his wand still out, he did a spell that collected all the used tissues together then levitated them into the wastebin under the sink. "There," he said, approving of his own additions to the scene. "Now is there anything else I can get you?"

 

     Harry took a ship of hot chocolate before shaking his head 'no'. He had to admit the drink tasted very good, and the warmth was almost soothing to his throat. He was suddenly glad he hadn't refused. Harry thought for a moment about asking Remus for the truth about his situation, asking what it meant that he was seeing through Voldemort's snake's eyes... through Voldemort's eyes. But Remus, as always, looked tired. And the moment had passed before he could think of what to ask.

 

     "Well then I want you to think about going to bed," Remus said. "You are not going to get any better sitting here."

 

     "Good night, Remus. And thank you," Harry said with a nod.

 

     Remus left with an echoing 'good night' and Harry waited until Lupin could be heard walking up the stairs before he sighed. The truth was, he didn't feel much like getting better. He felt like sitting up all night worrying and trying to keep from having another one of those dreams, whatever it took.

 

     The problem was how vivid the dreams were. It really felt as though he were living it, rather than dreaming it. He knew that feeling all too well. Last year at the end of the Triwizard Tournament when he'd found himself in the graveyard, he'd felt like he'd fallen right into one of his nightmares. He didn't want that to happen again, not if he had a choice.

 

     "hehhShoo! Hahh-hahhShoo!" Besides, he was starting to get used to feeling sick and alone. Why stop now? But Harry did smile as he drank more of the hot chocolate and thumbed through the book.

 

     It grew very, very late and Harry received no further disturbances. His eyes felt tired, and he was tempted to close them for long blinks. But reminders of his dreams and what the last one, specifically, had been like kept him from falling asleep.

 

     After finishing the hot chocolate, he decided to make another cupful. After three, he decided the chocolate was making him jittery, evident by how his leg bounced up and down as he sat, and how he couldn't concentrate on the book. After a small bout of sneezes, he considered getting up and taking a walk around the house. There were bound to be some nooks and crannies yet to explore that needed some cleaning. But there was no telling what he might find. And there was no way to know if any of the paintings he might pass would be quiet. The last thing Harry wanted to do was wake the whole house.

 

     So he headed into the sitting room. The room was empty and silent now. He sat down in front of the fire, pulling the blanket around himself more tightly. He shivered as he built the fire and lit it with sparks from his wand. He rubbed his hands together right in front of it until the shivering stopped.

 

     "hahhh-hahhh-HAHShooo! hehhhShooo!" Though the fire made him drowsy, the sneezes kept him wide awake. "harShooo! ahhhShoo!" He sat on the floor beside the armchair, resting his head on the seat. He watched the fire burn more than he read from the book. And he only stopped when his stomach began to rumble.

 

     The grandfather clock chiming somewhere in the house told him it was six-thirty in the morning. So he left his book in the sitting room and headed back to the kitchen to make breakfast.

 

     Making himself breakfast was something he hadn't done since his summer when staying with the Dursleys, and then he usually made it for them as well as for himself. He really didn't mind that particular task, however. Things like making breakfast were easy, solvable. He didn't need magic, didn't need studying, didn't need facts that were being withheld. He just needed a few plates and some utensils. Harry stood at the stove, pushing scrambled eggs around a frying pan with a spatula and continually sniffling into the crook of his arm. Normally he'd be a little more careful when it came to his germs, but no one was yet up and he was only making enough breakfast for himself at the moment. So there wasn't any need to hold back his sneezes or coughs and there wasn't much reason to hurry.

 

     After about fifteen minutes, Harry sat down at the table with a breakfast of buttered toast and scrambled eggs in front of him. He'd stared at the container of orange juice in the fridge for a while before finally deciding to try some ice water. It turned out to be not a complete mistake, but his throat still hurt when he swallowed and he winced repeatedly throughout the meal.

 

     He was nearly done when an old woman walked into the kitchen. She looked like she might be able to stand at a normal height, but was hunched over. Her face and hands were wrinkled and her bright white hair was held up in a kerchief. Harry couldn't remember ever seeing her before coming in or out of any of the Order of the Phoenix meetings, and gave a start in surprise when the woman turned to him and gave him a "Wocher, Harry!"

 

     He blinked. "Todks?" And he sniffed hard. It had been a while since he'd spoken out loud, and congestion had apparently crept into his voice.

 

     "Oh, sorry." Before his eyes, she morphed back into herself with lavender hair this time. "I forgot I was in disguise. Hope I didn't give you a fright."

 

     He shook his head, and the images of his dreams came back to him, from graveyards to hallway attacks, as did the image of Mr. Weasley lying in a hospital bed. No, Harry wasn't easily frightened any more. He rubbed absent-mindedly at his scar. Then his hand snapped down to cover his nose and mouth. "hahhChooo! ha-shoo!"

 

     "Bless you, Harry." She cocked her head at him. "Are you sick?" He hesitated, considering his ability to shrug this off, but then just nodded. "Aw, that's rotten luck. There's nothing worse than getting sick during a holiday. At least if you're in school you can use it as an excuse to miss a few classes, huh?"

 

     Amused, Harry nodded. "Yeah. Guess you're right."

 

     "Can I get you anything?" she asked, walking over and yanking the refrigerator door open to stare at the contents.

 

     "Doe," Harry said, shaking his head just in case he sounded too stuffed-up to be understood by people who weren't him. "I'b just goig to head to by roob after breakfast," he told her.

 

     "Good for you. Rest will do you good."

 

     Harry had to admit she was probably right. But that didn't mean he was going upstairs to sleep. When he finished with his meal, he told her he'd see her later, then grabbed his handkerchiefs and book and went upstairs. He was careful not to sneeze on the journey up, not wanting to wake the house.

 

     He pressed the back of his hand to his nose as it twitched madly with tickles, wanting him to sneeze. He stepped inside the bedroom and closed the door behind him with the hand not hugging his book to his chest. It was a mistake. The tickles overpowered him and he doubled over. "HAHShooo! HEHHChooo!" He took in a light breath and sneezed again. "HahChooo! Hahhh-hahhChooo!"

 

     Ron woke up, blinking blearily at nothing in particular. "Harry?" Harry quickly headed to his bed and slid under the covers. Ron looked about, spotting him. "Morning, Harry."

 

     "Bor-bordig," Harry replied. He still needed to sneeze, but it waited until he'd got the words out. "HahhShoo! AhhhShoo!"

 

     "You still don't sound so good," Ron said, rubbing at his eyes. "Are you up for breakfast?"

 

     Harry shook his head. "Think I'm just going to spend the day up here in bed." He didn't bother telling Ron that he'd just had breakfast. And once Ron got dressed and left, he wasn't back the rest of the day.

 

     Several people stopped in to see how he was doing during the day. Hermione and Ginny brought him soup and tea for lunch, which he ate a little of, but they didn't stay. They left telling Harry that he needed to get some sleep, but Harry had a feeling it had a bit to do with the fact that, in his exhaustion, he was getting a little free with his sneezes. When Mrs. Weasley came in the first time, she practically scolded him and told him he should be sleeping, not reading. So the second and third times he pretended to be asleep. She brought him a blanket and tucked it around him on the last visit. He had to wait to smile in appreciation until she had left the room.

 

     He did venture out at dinnertime, mainly because of the way the twins pounded at the door and jokingly threatened to test out a new product on him if he didn't. So he found himself sitting at the table, feeling miserable and trying not to sneeze more than he ate.

 

     He pulled back for what seemed like the hundredth time and buried his nose in his handkerchief. "huhhChhhh! hahhChuhhh!" The sneezes were getting stronger all the time, the congestion building in his head. It made him feel awful.

 

     He looked down at his dinner plate. It seemed like such a chore to get through the steak and green beans. He wasn't really hungry to begin with, but all the cutting and chewing was tiring. All he felt like doing was sitting and doing nothing.

 

     "hahhhShoo! hahhhShhhhh!" And, preferably, not sneezing.

 

     Across the table, Sirius cleared his throat. "Harry? I wonder if you could help me with something?"

 

     "Excuse be," Harry muttered as everyone else at the table either blessed him or tried to look like it didn't bother them that he was sneezing so much. He looked down at his half-eaten plate and nodded. Whatever it was Sirius needed him for had to be better than this. "Sure, Sirius," he said nodding. He and Sirius took their plates to the sink then headed out and upstairs.

 

     Harry walked behind, not sure where Sirius was leading him. Perhaps Sirius needed help with Buckbeak? Or maybe Kreatcher was hoarding things again and Sirius wanted help dealing with it where Hermione couldn't berate him for yelling? Or maybe... Sirius stopped at the top of the stairs and nodded to the room on the right. "Your bedroom?" The door was usually open, except when Sirius was inside sleeping and didn't want to be disturbed. Harry peered inside. Nothing looked out of the ordinary.

 

     "Harry," Sirius said, slouching a little to get closer to looking Harry in the eye. "You look absolutely exhausted. You didn't sleep at all last night, did you? Or today for that matter?"

 

     Harry paused, debating telling Sirius a white lie so his Godfather wouldn't be so worried. But, before he'd decided anything, he found himself shaking his head no.

 

     "Is it the nightmares?" he asked in a whisper.

 

     Quite grateful that Sirius was considerate enough not to advertise the fact, Harry nodded.

 

     Sirius sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. "I know a bit about nightmares, myself, Harry. Given they're probably nothing like the ones you've had, but you don't spend thirteen years in Azkaban and come out unscathed, let me tell you."

 

     Not sure what to feel, Harry just nodded. He was a bit annoyed that Sirius was so sympathetic and understanding and still couldn't tell him exactly what was going on. And he was sorry that Sirius was having such a hard time, especially since so much of it was Harry's fault, really. Well, his and Voldemort's. And he was tired. Exhausted. And sick.

 

     His hand found his handkerchief in his pocket again and closed upon it. "hahhh..." He brought it up to his face again. "hahhh-Chooo! hahhhShooo!" And, now that he was not at the table, he took the opportunity to finally blow his nose. It hurt tremendously, sore to the very touch, but the pressure was slightly relieved after the blowing.

 

     Sirius waited patiently until that was all over. When he spoke, his voice was still soft, and it was kind as well. "You know, Harry, your father used to have nightmares from time to time."

 

     He may have been exhausted and sick, but he perked right up to hear that. "Really?"

 

     "Mmm," Sirius nodded. "He'd wake up screaming sometimes, and then he'd crawl into bed with me."

 

     Harry narrowed his eyes. "Idto bed with you?"

 

     Sirius chuckled. "It isn't how it sounds. It was either my bed or Professor McGonagall's and mine was a wee bit closer and with far less flannel." He chuckled and Harry decided not to ask how Sirius had found out what Professor McGonagall's bed was like. He was sure that knowledge must have come about during some sort of prank, but he wanted to get back to the subject of his father's nightmares. Apparently, Sirius did, too. "Sometimes he would tell me all about them, and sometimes he would just want to go to sleep. But every time I promised him I'd stay awake and watch over him and wake him up the second it looked like he might be having another one."

 

     "Really?" Harry asked again, sounding incredulous.

 

     Sirius nodded. "Only once or twice did I actually need to wake him up, but every time I stayed up all night looking out for him. He trusted me to do that." Harry knew well how much his father had trusted Sirius. "If it will help you, I'd be happy to do the same for you, Harry. I owe you that much as your Godfather."

 

     Harry only needed a second to think about it. Then he nodded ardently. "Yeah, all right."

 

     Sirius grinned and clapped Harry on the back as he led the young man into his bedroom. He tucked Harry into bed, with a supply of handkerchief in close reach. Then he sat down on the edge of the bed. "Goodnight, Harry. Sleep as long as you need. I'm not going anywhere. You'll have sweet dreams only, I promise."

 

     With a sniffle and a smile, Harry let himself drift off to sleep.

 

*

 

     Harry woke the next morning, feeling exponentially better. And it wasn't just his cold, though his health had improved a bit. It was the fact that Sirius had told him he wouldn't have nightmares and he hadn't had any. He'd been feverish and weak and he'd slept... but he had not suffered from nightmares and, more importantly, he hadn't killed anyone in his sleep.

 

     He found Sirius sitting up in bed next to him, still wearing the robes he'd had on the night before. Sirius was reading what looked like the same book, though he seemed much further into it than he had before, almost done in fact. "Hey," Sirius said, smiling down at Harry. "Good morning."

 

     "Morning," Harry replied, glad to hear that his voice sounded better. He still sniffed and cleared his throat.

 

     "Had a good sleep, didn't you?"

 

     Harry nodded. He propped himself up on one elbow and yawned deeply.

 

     Sirius looked sympathetic. "Do you want to go back to sleep? There is absolutely nothing you need to do today, so if you simply feel like staying in bed, you are more than welcome to do so." He nodded towards his book. "I've still got a ways to go in this."

 

     Harry considered it a while, then shook his head. "I'm feeling kinda hungry, to be honest."

 

     With a grin, "Well all right then!" He gave a stretch and stood up. Harry followed suit. "I'm in the mood for waffles and omelets. You?"

 

     "Sounds good," Harry said with a smile back. He made sure he had at least one handkerchief in his pocket, and held another tightly, even as his nose tickled again. He leaned against the bed as he sneezed. "hahhhChooo! ahhhShooo!" But the sneezes did not feel quite so bad. Though they were still strong, he could control himself much better afterwards and his mind was not at all fuzzy. The sleep had most certainly been good for him.

 

     "Come on," Sirius said, patting Harry's back and putting an arm around the young man's shoulders as he guided him out of the bedroom and down the hallway. Though still sick, Harry did not feel nearly as miserable.